I’m scared

So things have been going in the right direction, for me. I recently traveled to another country and found out that I got accepted into the nursing program, at school. I feel like I am mentally prepared, but something is holding me back. I do not know exactly what. I know I am really excited because I am ready to push myself. I did not come this far to turn back now. I guess I am scared because I want to turn back, but we can’t revert back in life – we constantly move forward. Julia, how can you be scared when many people are behind you pushing you? I love to sleep, and I will not be able to sleep when i want to. I am big procrastinator and often wait until the last minute to get the adrenaline of racing against time to get something done. Things are changing, and although half of me wants to accept it, the other half just wants to glide along. I guess I have to grow up and suck some things up and progress with life. My time is here – what did I wait all this time for?

If you have patiently waited for some thing, do not allow fear to accompany you because it is all you will think about… Do the things you love and do not worry about the time.

My fear will turn into full excitement when the time inches closer… I do want to continue to make my family proud and allow my mom to rest… this applies to you too, dads. Yes, although I give back to the community, I would like to give back to my parents and family too.

 “If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.” –Nora Roberts – See more at: http://talentegg.ca/incubator/2012/07/04/students-motivation-quotes/#sthash.8PsPfkVb.dpuf


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